March 11, 2020

Viktoria’s family winter photo-session | Family photographer | Winter Minies | JustGaba photography | Family by JustGaba photography | Homer Glen, IL

Today I feel sad. I am listening to sad songs, drinking hot tea, wishing of warmness in my thoughts and outside. It is March, but still is pretty cold outside and moody. I feel the emptiness of todays weight. Like with the sleeping nature, my body also sleeps. All I want is to be lazy, to listen to the calm sad music and to feel sorry for myself for no particular reason, but I like look deeper inside of myself on those “sad” days. But like everyday, we wake up, we do what we suppose to do being adults. If we have kids, we do their breakfast, we get them ready to go to school, we do all kinds of duties, before even a thought about what do I want from today? Sometimes a warm hug, sometimes an honest message from a lost friend, or maybe just a cup of coffee with an ice cream. Even if we feel a little down sometimes, we still try to be ourselves as much as we can. So today is not an extraordinary day for me. I look through people’s faces in their photos. Sometimes I even catch myself thinking, what are they thinking today, are their ears are red of my thoughts of them, or from staring for so long into their photographs. Can they feel that? Or it’s just silly me. Even the winter is almost finished, I still find myself editing winter photos. I love winter. But don’t get me wrong, I LOVE spring as well! I can’t wait for the warm weather and the sunny days! Spring is my birthday season! But like one of my favorite musician Ōlafur Arnalds says ” I am Winter ” for today. Maybe if I look at happy images for a longer time, I will find a missing piece of happiness in my end? just today… just for today…